Wysire had asked Kiacyl again two nights after he had visited the three imprisoned boys, and again Kiacyl had put him off. The next night, Wysire had asked once more, and this time Kiacyl had agreed. They had set up a time and place to meet the next night, after both had finished work and before they met the others for supper.
The next night was the fourteenth night of capture, and Kiacyl found himself again in the prison blocks, this time with Wysire at his side. He took Wysire first to Faquire's room which was closest. When they entered the room, Kiacyl saw that Faquire was lying on his back on his cot again (or still, he was not sure which), his face turned up to the ceiling, his eyes open. Kiacyl could not be sure, but he thought that the boy looked less well now than he had previously. Wysire looked immediately concerned: to him, Faquire looked both thinner and paler than was normal for him.
"Hello," said Kiacyl. "I've come again, and I've brought someone with me this time."
Faquire did not move or turn. Wysire waited a moment, then stepped up to the cot. He gently took Faquire's hand and leaned over him.
"Faquire," he said softly.
Faquire still did not move, so Wysire lent further forward over him so that their eyes met. Faquire still seemed to take no notice of Wysire, looking up at him with empty, expressionless eyes. Wysire held his gaze for a long moment with a look of intermingled pain, worry, and compassion, then pulled back again a little. Faquire's eyes remained fixed immovably on the ceiling.
"Faquire," Wysire tried again. "Don't you recognize me?"
There was no response.
"It's Wysire," he continued. "I've come to see you. Won't you look at me?"
Wysire continued to talk to him, now lightly pressing his palm to Faquire's face, now gently squeezing Faquire's shoulder, and always holding tight to Faquire's left hand, but Faquire would not look at him or speak. Wysire was in tears before he would stop. Even Kiacyl felt strangely moved by the feeling with which Wysire spoke.
At last, Wysire gently laid Faquire's hand back at his side and stepped away from him. He shook his head.
"There's nothing that I can do for him here," he said. "If we were on the ship, or even in a neutral setting, it might be different, but not here. He needs to be taken home. I don't know what could be wrong with him. This is not good! This is not natural for a Komislavian. I'm afraid that he may be dying."
"What do you suggest?" asked Kiacyl quietly.
"I suggest that he be sent back to Komislava!" Wysire spoke with suppressed anger. "But I know that that is not possible. Perhaps if Eriane could examine him too . . ." He shook his head. "I just don't know."
They were both silent for a moment, then Kiacyl moved toward the door.
"We should leave now," he said. "You do still want to see the other two, don't you?"
"Yes!" Wysire answered quickly. "Yes, if I may. I can only pray that they are better."
Kiacyl silently led Wysire to the next room, but the guard at the door refused them entry.
"The medics are in there now," he said. "You'll have to wait till they've finished."
"What are they doing?" asked Wysire. "Is there something wrong with him?"
"Wrong? No, no more than should be. They're just taking blood and tissue samples and checking up on some test that they're running, they said. They should be out soon."
Kiacyl was impatient with the delay, but in the end they did not wait more than a few minutes before the door opened and two medics exited the room. Kiacyl then entered, followed by Wysire. Creole was sitting on the cot, his legs stretched out along it towards the door, his shoulders leaning back against the far wall. His hands were folded behind his head and his eyes were closed. His expression was still the same look of unrelenting self-possession that Kiacyl had noticed the first time.
"Hello," said Kiacyl. "I've come back again."
"What of it?" asked Creole indifferently, not opening his eyes.
"Do you remember me?" asked Kiacyl.
"Refresh my memory," was the response.
"I'm the one whom you called a cowardly dog."
"You'll have to be more specific. I've called a lot of you rats cowardly dogs."
Kiacyl blinked. He was very offended but awed at the same time. Creole had a boldness that was completely new to Kiacyl's experience. He looked at Wysire and saw that the latter was smiling, though Kiacyl had to admit that it looked more like a relieved smile than a laughing one. Even so, it grated on Kiacyl's nerves. Wysire quickly attempted to hide his smile when Kiacyl looked at him though, guessing, apparently, that it could be easily misinterpreted. Kiacyl frowned.
"I haven't done anything to you," Kiacyl said to Creole. "Why do you insult me?"
"You're Vukasovian, aren't you?" was Creole's quick response.
"And do you despise me because of the actions of my kinsmen? Even knowing me so little as you do?"
"Well, I might understand your anger with them then, but why me? I didn't do it to you."
"Do you condemn their actions?"
Kiacyl paused, unsure of what to say.
"Or do you condone them?" persisted Creole, his eyes still closed and his posture still relaxed.
Kiacyl felt uncomfortable and upset, so he looked to Wysire to see whether he would say something. Wysire, however, looked as though he had no desire to interrupt the exchange just yet, though he had looked upset when Creole had first shown them his arm. Wysire smiled amiably now at Kiacyl as if awaiting his reply to Creole's questions. Kiacyl felt even more annoyed at this.
"Why don't you look at me?" he at last demanded of Creole, thinking to turn Creole's attention from himself by his notice of Wysire's presence.
"I can't," replied Creole. "Those rats of your kinsmen whose actions you do not condemn have being running tests on my eyes, and I won't be able to see anything for another twenty-four hours at least. I can't even open them at the moment."
Wysire's smile failed immediately and he took a quick step forward. "Creole?" he said.
Instantly Creole sat upright and thrust out his right hand in the direction of the voice.
"Wysire?" he said, his voice and quickness of breath betraying his emotion. "Wysire, is that you?"
Wysire moved forward and took the outstretched hand. Creole pulled Wysire quickly to himself, held him by the shoulder with his left hand, and felt Wysire's face and hair with his right.
"Wysire," he said. "It's you. It's you!"
Creole grabbed Wysire to himself and embraced him, holding him tightly.
Kiacyl watched in wonder as Creole himself began to cry, still holding Wysire. Kiacyl was now very confused. A moment ago, Creole was a hard, confident young man, ready and willing to speak his mind about the whole of the Vukasovian race, regardless of the possible (or rather probable) consequences to himself. Yet here he was now, all but dissolving in tears, wrapped in the arms of a friend. Kiacyl shook his head and sighed, wondering if he ought to give up even trying to understand the Komislavians.
Creole held Wysire for a full minute before letting go. He then drew back, wiping his eyes with his right hand and laughing a little, still holding Wysire by the shoulder with his left.
"I'm sure they'd be furious if they knew I'd been crying," he said smiling. "Very bad for my eyes in this state. Oh, they sting now! But I don't care. Oh, Wysire, it's so good to see you! Or, not to see you, but to have you here."
Wysire smiled, though he knew that Creole couldn't see it. "We've all missed you too. You, Christopher, and Faquire. We pray for you three every night."
"There's not an hour that goes by that I don't think of all of you," Creole answered with feeling. "Tell me about everyone. How are you? How are all of them?"
"We're all well," said Wysire. "We meet every night for dinner, so we see each other often. There's really not much to tell. At least, not that you'd want to hear, for we are still working for the Vukasovians. But I came to find out how you were doing. How have you been?"
"Well, you've caught me on a bad day," said Creole, indicating his eyes. "This isn't usual, though this is." He indicated his legs with the last half of the sentence. "But there's really not much to tell about me either. Or, as you say, not much that you'd want to hear." His voice had assumed a slight edge to it after Wysire spoke of working for the Vukasovians, and it didn't soften as he spoke.
"Creole, please don't be angry," said Wysire. "We none of us want to work for them--"
"Then why do you?" Creole interrupted roughly.
There was silence for a moment, then Creole bowed his head.
"I'm sorry, Wysire," he said. "I didn't mean to get into this. I don't like to think about it."
Wysire nodded. "I know," he said. "I shouldn't have mentioned it."
"But do tell me how everyone is doing," reiterated Creole. "Tell me about each and every one of them, as much as you know. Leaving out their work, if you don't mind," he added.
Wysire smiled. He understood Creole's hunger to hear about the other boys, even if only to hear their names mentioned by a voice other than his own. Creole had, by this time, been a full two weeks cut off from the rest of the group with no news and no mention of them (at least not in a friendly way) in all of that time.
"Jaeger has been acting the true leader lately," Wysire began. "He holds us all together, as best he can. Jade helps, where he can, but mostly he's just an emotional support for Jaeger, I'd say. Leil is quiet as always. The circumstances aren't treating him well, but I do hope that he'll come through alright. There's really no way to know just now, especially considering that we don't know how or when this is all going to end. Eriane is . . . well, he was doing very well in the beginning. I . . . really can't go into all of the details just now (we haven't the time), but he has been forced to do some very painful things. He had the hardest time of it for the first week, I'd say. For myself, it's hard to not be able to talk to the others as I would on the ship. It's very painful to see them going through such hard times, and not to be able to do anything about it."
Wysire was silent for a moment in contemplation before continuing.
"Detrin is well. He's a bit more quiet and morose than is normal for him, but he doesn't seem to have it too terribly hard. Cycil and Sandy are much the same as ever. They spend each day together though, so I'm sure that that helps: they're not alone all day."
Creole waited for a moment after Wysire had finished, then said, "You don't mention Djaisiuk."
Though Creole could not see Wysire, he could feel the slight tensing of the muscles in Wysire's shoulder (which Creole still held) at this comment.
"We don't see him now," said Wysire evasively. "We've really only seen him once since we arrived. He seemed well enough then, but . . . it's hard to tell with him."
Creole waited for Wysire to continue, then, when he didn't, Creole frowned. "You're not telling me everything," he said. "I know that you're holding back information, and you think that it's for the best, but please don't spare me; I want to know everything, good or bad."
"Creole, I'm sure that you'd want to know, but I'd rather wait to tell you," said Wysire. "Or better yet, I'd rather let Djaisiuk tell you, if he wishes. It's really none of my business."
"You mean then that it's none of my business," replied Creole, smiling now. "Very well then, you certainly needn't tell me for I've no wish to meddle, but Wysire, you're the ship's counselor: everything that concerns the mind is your business."
"We're not on the ship."
"Tell me this at least, if you can: is he serving them willingly?"
Wysire thought for a moment before answering. "I don't know," he said, "but that is not the concern, if that's what you're thinking."
"Good, although I still can't understand why he would work for them at all, willing or unwilling; he knows better than that! I know that it can't be motivated by fear, not in his case." Creole sighed. "I wish I understood."
Kiacyl cleared his throat, thinking that they had stayed here long enough. When Wysire turned to him, he said, "We really should be going if we want to see the third yet tonight and still make it back in time to join the others."
"Who is that?" Creole asked Wysire, referring to the new voice.
"I would have told you," said Kiacyl haughtily, "if you'd ever asked. You didn't seem to want to talk to me."
"And I still don't," said Creole. "I'm talking to my friend. You may have noticed that I said, 'Who is that?' rather than 'Who are you?'"
Wysire laughed a little, sensing the half-humor in Creole's voice. "This is Kiacyl," he said before Kiacyl could answer Creole's statement. "He's about the closest thing that we have to a friend in the Vukasovian ranks. He's been spending a lot of time with all of us, and he really is a nice boy for a Vukasovian. He works with Djaisiuk daily, so he's our main source of information as far as Djaisiuk goes. You ought to be nice to him, really; he's the one who made it possible for me to come and see you."
Creole frowned, but turned his face towards the direction of Kiacyl's voice.
"I suppose that I owe you my thanks," he said, "but I won't know for certain until I know your true motives. What's your opinion of Djaisiuk?"
Kiacyl looked at him, unsure of how to reply. What a strange question, he thought. What has that to do with anything?
"He's not very talkative," Kiacyl answered aloud.
Creole laughed briefly, and then continued. "Does he work willingly?"
Kiacyl considered for a moment before replying.
"I would say no," he said at last. "Or at least he doesn't seem to enjoy any of what he does, except for playing his piano. He does--"
"His piano?!" Creole and Wysire broke in together.
"You never mentioned his piano before," said Wysire.
Kiacyl considered for a moment. "You never asked," he said. "And I didn't think of it before now."
"Why would they have given him his piano?" Wysire wondered aloud. "For that matter, how would they even have known that it was his?"
"How would they have found it?" asked Creole. "It isn't as though they could have accessed his room without his help." Turning to Kiacyl again, he asked, "Did Djaisiuk request it?"
"Yes," Kiacyl answered, thinking back. "He did ask for it. He just stopped working one day and said that he had to have his piano or he wouldn't work anymore."
"And they just gave it to him?" asked Creole.
"Well, not right away, no, but he kept his word," said Kiacyl. "He wouldn't work until they brought it to him."
"At least we know that he hasn't changed in some respects," said Wysire. "I'm glad to know that he has it; it makes me feel better about him."
"At least we know that he hasn't changed in some respects," said Wysire. "I'm glad to know that he has it; it makes me feel better about him."
"Well, it worries me," said Creole. "Why would he have shown them his workroom? If they had found it accidentally, the piano would have been destroyed before they could get into the room. Why would Djaisiuk have asked for his piano at all? It sounds as though he's settling himself in for a long stay."
"Creole, none of us knows how long we'll be here," said Wysire. "And it has been a rather long stay already, I'd say."
"I wonder how long Djaisiuk expects us to be here," mused Creole. "And how long does he intend to work for them? Indeed why is he working for them in the first place?"
There was silence for a moment again, then Kiacyl looked at Wysire with a questioning expression, reminding him that they ought to be going.
"I'm afraid that we really must go now, Creole" said Wysire. "I wish that we could stay longer, but I would still like to see Christopher if possible before we have to leave. We were able to see Faquire, and now you, so I'd hate to have to leave without being able to see him too."
"Yes, yes," said Creole. "Don't let me keep you, if that is your aim. Do give my love to him and tell him to stay strong. I wish that I could see him myself. And give my greetings to all of the boys. But quickly, if you have time, how is Faquire? Is he well?"
"No, I'm afraid that he isn't," Wysire replied. "He is in very bad shape emotionally, it would seem, though it may be entirely a physical problem. I really haven't time to describe it in detail. He needs help, but I don't know that I can give it to him here. The one thing that he needs right now is prayer. God is the only one who can help him right now."
"Yes, that seems to be true of all of us," said Creole. "But thank you; I will pray for him. Now go, and come back again soon, if you can."
"I'll try," Wysire assured him.
They embraced again. Finally, Wysire pulled himself away and followed Kiacyl out of the room.
In the third room, they found Christopher sitting on his cot with his legs stretched out straight in front of him in much the same position as Creole had been, except that his arms were crossed over his chest and his head was lowered. His back was to the wall, and he sat staring at the floor with a look of dejection. His expression gave Wysire some worry at first, because it looked very similar to Faquire's. When they entered, however, Christopher looked up at them and almost immediately gave a cry of joy.
"Wysire!" he exclaimed, jumping to his feet. He cringed and his face twisted with pain as he put weight on his right leg, but he quickly recovered himself and balanced on his left. Without moving forward any more, he held out a hand to Wysire and pulled him forward when Wysire stepped towards him. Christopher then embraced him tightly.
"What are you doing here?" he asked, as he finally released him. "You're not a prisoner too now, are you? No, I can see by your uniform that you're not."
"No, I'm not," Wysire admitted. "At least not in the same sense as you, Creole, and Faquire."
"Oh, how are they?! Have you seen them? Or have you heard any news of them? They won't tell me anything here." Christopher carefully sat down on his cot as he spoke, apparently wanting to take the weight off of his right leg (which he carefully kept straightened), but he continued to look up at Wysire with interest.
"And how are the others? Are they all well?"
"The others are all well," replied Wysire. "And yes, I have seen Faquire and Creole." He then hesitated, and this did not escape Christopher's notice. His expression changed quickly to worry.
"Oh, please tell me that they are also well! They are, at least, alive, aren't they?" he asked anxiously.
"Yes, they are both alive," Wysire quickly assured him. "It's just that . . . they are both in very different states of . . . life."
Christopher still looked worried. "Please don't keep me in suspense. Tell me straight how they are."
"It's hard to explain," answered Wysire, "without giving the wrong impression. Faquire seems to be well physically, and Creole is certainly well mentally, though each lacks some well-being in the area that the other does not."
Kiacyl, listening, had to think hard for a moment to sort out this last statement. Christopher, on the other hand, did not need time.
"What have they done to them? How bad is the damage done to either? How are they?"
"Please calm down, and I'll try to explain," said Wysire softly, sitting down beside him. "I don't know how bad they are. I can only tell you my observations. Faquire is certainly not well; he wouldn't speak to me or even look at me, although he didn't look as though he was suffering physically. I honestly do not know what is wrong with him. As for Creole, he is his normal self mentally, though he looks a little worse for wear physically. It seems that they've been running tests on him of different kinds. Today, he said, they'd been doing something with his eyes, such that for the next twenty-four hours, he'll be unable to see."
Christopher uttered a cry of indignation at this. "They're animals!" he cried. "Beasts!"
"No, they are human," Wysire corrected him.
"Fallen and depraved humans!" insisted Christopher. "They've come so far in their own eyes as to be almost completely stupid. I have no pity for this race!"
"Christopher!" admonished Wysire. "Are you any better than them? I don't mean in actions, but in worth; are you worth more than a single one of them?"
Christopher still looked upset for moment, but he lowered his eyes and remained quiet until he could regain his self-control. Kiacyl was too shocked by the words of both to say anything, but simply stared at the two of them silently. He didn't know whether he was more surprised with what Christopher had said or with what Wysire had replied.
"It is difficult, Wysire," said Christopher at last, "seeing what they do, to feel anything but contempt for them as a race."
Wysire nodded silently. "I know," he said. "But that doesn't mean that we can damn them as people, though we may condemn their actions."
Christopher nodded reluctantly and gave a soft sigh. "You said that Creole was well mentally?" he asked, looking up again and changing the subject. "Then the atrocities being committed are not damaging his spirit?"
Wysire laughed. "No, by all means, no!" he said. "You ought to have heard him raving about his captors. He had no qualms about telling them what he thought."
"You laugh about him," smiled Christopher, teasingly, "and yet you rebuke me for what I said. Explain that."
"The difference is that he does pity them," replied Wysire, serious now. "He does not consider himself better than them. I know that you do not either, but your emotions may lead you astray, if you're not careful."
"He pities us?!" exclaimed Kiacyl, forgetting that he was not a part of their conversation. "You'd certainly never know it to hear him talk. I thought that he hated us."
Christopher looked at Kiacyl as if seeing him for the first time. He turned back to Wysire questioningly, waiting for an introduction or explanation. Wysire indicated that he would explain in a moment. He turned first to Kiacyl.
"Creole does pity your race," he said. "I know that his pity is not obvious, but he really does not hate you. It is possible -- rather I ought to say that it is probable -- that he holds in contempt the Vukasovian race as a whole, but he doesn't hate them."
Without waiting for Kiacyl to reply, Wysire turned back to Christopher and said, "This is Kiacyl. He works with Djaisiuk and has spent a lot of time with the rest of us. He is the one who enabled me to visit you three."
"In that case, I owe you my thanks," said Christopher to Kiacyl, standing up carefully and extending a hand to him. "And I do hope that I haven't offended you in what I may have said just now about your kinsmen."
Kiacyl hesitated a moment before taking the proffered hand. He had never shaken hands with a prisoner before, and, other than Wysire's touch a few days earlier, he had never touched a Komislavian. It felt quite strange and uncomfortable, to say the least. It was, perhaps, fortunate that Christopher did not know the reason for the hesitation; for himself, he attributed it to possible offence that Kiacyl may have taken from his words. Kiacyl did take Christopher's hand, but his grasp was weak and almost unwilling. Christopher made no comment on this, but only reseated himself and turned back to Wysire.
"You said that he spends time with all of you; then do you all see each other often?" he asked. "How are the others?"
"Everyone is well," replied Wysire. "Jaeger tries to make sure that we all stay well, and Jade does his best to help. Leil and Detrin are a bit quieter than normal, but I think that they are well enough on the whole. Sandy is quite himself, actually. Eriane is having the most difficult time of it all."
"Really?" Christopher raised his eyebrows. "I would have thought that Leil or Sandy would have it hardest."
"It is hard on them," nodded Wysire, "as it is on all of us, but not so hard as on Eriane. Sandy and Cycil are apparently always together, so that makes it easier for them, and Leil silences all of his own questions with the knowledge that Djaisiuk is serving them. If it weren't for Djaisiuk, I don't know what he would do."
Christopher nodded sadly. "I still don't understand why Djaisiuk would serve them. He knows better! Does he simply not care?'
Wysire shook his head. "I don't know. I would give much to know what he is thinking; to know why he serves them."
"Have you ever asked him?" asked Kiacyl.
"You don't question Djaisiuk," Christopher told him. "No one does."
"We did ask him once if he would please tell us his reasons," said Wysire to Kiacyl. "We asked if he would help us to make our decision, that day that we first arrived, but he wouldn't."
"That's right," Christopher recalled. "Leil said that he would follow Djaisiuk, but Djaisiuk said not to do so; he said that we should not turn to him for the answer."
"He never talks to me, except to tell me what to do," said Kiacyl.
"That's more than he ever speaks to us," smiled Wysire.
Kiacyl and Wysire stayed and spoke with Christopher for a few minutes longer before Kiacyl said that they ought to be going. Wysire looked as though he would have liked to stay longer, but he reluctantly agreed. They bade Christopher goodbye and left.
Walking back to the main levels, Wysire was quiet, as if in thought.
"Why did you tell the third one that he shouldn't hate us?" Kiacyl asked him suddenly.
Wysire looked at him, surprised at the question. "Because he hated you for the wrong reasons," he answered.
Kiacyl's eyebrows rose. "Why didn't you just give him the right reasons then?" he asked, half sarcastically. "I suppose that you hate us for the 'right' reasons?"
Wysire sighed. "Kiacyl, we had this discussion before, you may remember, with the other boys. No, I don't hate you or your kinsmen. None of us do. Yes, there are reasons where hate is right, but I do not know what they would be in this case, nor would I ever encourage someone to hate another person for any reason. And, with Christopher, I know that his reasons were wrong."
"Why was he so cringing with me and yet so angry with the rest of my race?"
"Christopher has a kind and gentle spirit, really. He may get very angry with the people who have hurt him or Creole or any of the rest of us, but when face to face with someone who has not directly harmed him or his friends, regardless of their association with others who have, he will behave much more gently."
Kiacyl considered for a moment. "Don't you think that the second one has the right to hate us?" he asked. "Or the first one? My people have done some rather strong things to both of them by Komislavian standards, it would seem."
"I think," began Wysire, choosing his words carefully, "that while they may both have a right to be angry with your people for what they have done, hate is too strong an emotion to be so easily bestowed. The Bible says that we are to love our enemies and to do good to those who spitefully use us. That does not mean that we approve their actions, nor does it mean that we do not try to defend ourselves. As I said, there are cases where hate is permissible, so I will not say that Creole and Faquire haven't the 'right' to hate those who have wronged them so in this case. I wasn't trained for counseling in situations like this, so I honestly don't know what the right choice would be. Even so, I would strongly advise them against it if I thought that they did hate your people."
"But why?" asked Kiacyl. "What's wrong with hating those whom you don't like?"
"Hate is a very dangerous emotion," replied Wysire. "It more often destroys the one who feels it than it does its object. It eats away at a person from the inside. In Creole, Christopher, or Faquire's case, their hate would accomplish nothing good; it would only make them bitter, which would be very dangerous for them. It would only cause them further unhappiness, and they don't need that now."
"Are you saying that they're happy now?"
"No! By no means. Not in their situations, anyway. But they are all alive and happy to be so. Except for Faquire." Wysire paused and shook his head. "I wish that I knew what they had done to him to make him like that. Something is very definitely wrong there."
Wysire fell silent again, thinking. Kiacyl said nothing more but also remained quiet until they reached the main floors again. They then went together to the main eating room where they knew that they would find the other boys.