Eriane had not joined the others at dinner that night because his mind had been consumed with other matters. The afternoon of the fourth day had seen a very unpleasant scene in the medical ward. The day before, Eriane had been given an assignment different from the one on which he had been working. He was instructed to review and correct, if necessary, a piece of research done by a Vukasovian regarding the anatomy of the Komislavian foot and ankle. Eriane was a little puzzled at this, but he did the work without question. It had not taken long to review; the research was very well done and fairly accurate. Only a few corrections had had to be made. The afternoon of the fourth day saw this work tested in a more practical way.
Eriane stood in a small alcove with glass windows, looking down on a room that was obviously a medical room of sorts. Drayl, Eriane’s supervisor, stood at his side, arms crossed, watching the room below. In the middle of the room was a medical table or bed. It had straps attached to it, obviously meant for fastening a person to it. A small square device stood at the foot of the bed, where the right foot of the person in the bed would naturally rest. At the head of the bed, a large monitor stood. Eriane recognized this as medical observation instrument; it would measure responses in a person’s brain to various stimuli applied, mental or physical. Two wires hung down, waiting to be attached to the person to be tested. There were other, smaller medical devices of varying sorts scattered on counters around the room, and two medics moved to and fro in apparent preparation.
“May I ask what it is that we are going to be observing?” asked Eriane.
“We are going to see how accurate the research is which you reviewed yesterday,” answered Drayl. “I trust the work, especially now that that you have reviewed it, but it is always safest to test the accuracy of any research before putting it into serious use.” This was said in such a tone of voice that Eriane could not be sure of whether Drayl was being sarcastic or not.
There was movement in the room below as the door at the head of the room opened to admit two guards and a young man.
“Ah, here is our test subject,” said Drayl.
Eriane gasped suddenly as he recognized Faquire. He was dressed in the plain white clothes of a prisoner: a short-sleeved, loose-fitting shirt, long trousers, and no shoes. He was led into the room by two guards who seemed to be ready for trouble. Faquire’s face was set and defiant, his posture erect, and his head high.
The two men guarding him took Faquire to the medical table and strapped him to it. Faquire had seemed docile enough at first, but when the time came to strap down his left leg, he raised a foot and kicked one of the guards in the face. This produced an oath and the guard nearly struck Faquire, but one of the medics restrained him. The guard finished grudgingly, and the medic inclined the back of the table upward so that Faquire was in a half-sitting half-lying position. One medic attached the two wires to Faquire’s right and left temples while the other medic began to strap Faquire’s right foot into the strange device at the foot of the bed. Faquire snatched his foot away at one point and kicked the medic hard. The guard who had been struck earlier laughed now and said something to the medic who had restrained him. It looked for a moment as though there would be trouble, but the other guard calmly stepped forward, took Faquire’s foot in a strong grip, and finished strapping it into the device.
The two men guarding him took Faquire to the medical table and strapped him to it. Faquire had seemed docile enough at first, but when the time came to strap down his left leg, he raised a foot and kicked one of the guards in the face. This produced an oath and the guard nearly struck Faquire, but one of the medics restrained him. The guard finished grudgingly, and the medic inclined the back of the table upward so that Faquire was in a half-sitting half-lying position. One medic attached the two wires to Faquire’s right and left temples while the other medic began to strap Faquire’s right foot into the strange device at the foot of the bed. Faquire snatched his foot away at one point and kicked the medic hard. The guard who had been struck earlier laughed now and said something to the medic who had restrained him. It looked for a moment as though there would be trouble, but the other guard calmly stepped forward, took Faquire’s foot in a strong grip, and finished strapping it into the device.
This device was not familiar to Eriane. He stared hard at it, trying to determine its purpose. It was small, consisting of a base onto which the foot was secured and two thick sides, about three inches from the foot on either side, which began above the ankle and continued to below the toes. Try as he might, Eriane could not determine its purpose.
When all was in readiness, one of the medics stepped over to what was apparently a set of controls beside the bed, then turned to look up at the windows which shielded Drayl and Eriane from their view. Eriane knew that the windows were such that vision could go only one way: those in the room could not see those outside the room. Even so, the medic obviously knew that Drayl was there, and he now awaited a signal from him. Drayl looked over the room carefully, then pressed a button on the control pad at his right hand. A light was lit on the control panel within the room, and the medic began the procedure.
There was a tiny flash of movement in the square device, and Faquire started and clenched his fists in pain. Eriane then saw what had happened. A needle had shot out from one side of the device and stuck deep into the right side of Faquire’s ankle. It was still connected by a tiny arm to the white wall on that side which could apparently determine exactly how far into the foot the needle could go. Eriane gasped, but before he could react in any other way, another and yet another needle was thrust out and into the exposed foot. Faquire winced with each puncture, but refused to cry out. The monitor showed the pain that he was feeling, and, though not unbearable, it was considerable.
“Stop!” cried Eriane. “What are you doing? You need not experiment on him. If you doubt my work, experiment on me! Please don’t do this to him!”
Drayl watched silently as a fourth and fifth needle took their places before replying.
“You are not one whom we wish to spare,” he said. “I trust your work, but this is to be used on one with whom we cannot afford to make a mistake. It is, therefore, best to test it first on one who has no great lasting value.”
Eriane could scarce contain himself as the machine continued. Once ten needles had been implanted into the right side of the foot, it began again with the left side. Faquire could no longer hold back the cries of pain, although he stifled them as well as he could, as the machine continued.
“Why are you doing this to him?” asked Eriane, struggling to keep his voice steady. “Please! I volunteer myself! Don’t do this to him!”
Drayl smiled down at Eriane with something akin to amusement. “Contain yourself,” he said. “As I said, you are not one whom we wish to chance with this device. But don’t worry about your friend; this device is no more than a child’s plaything. The pain that it inflicts is comparatively minor. Also, according to your own work, there will be no long-term damage done. Surely you trust your own research.”
“If those are only needles, as they appear, then you would scarcely have needed my work to determine whether or not it would cause long-term damage,” argued Eriane. “And if it is as simple as you say, then why do you not trust it enough to test it on me rather than on him, if I request it?”
Drayl smiled, looking down at Faquire again. “They are needles, as they appear,” he said. “But each one releases a very small amount of Scrinerian acid into the foot. If your review of the research yesterday was accurate, then the internal wounds inflicted will heal in time. But if there has been a mistake, then the subject could easily lose mobility, sensation, or both in that foot. As I have said twice now: you are not one whom we wish to spare.”
Eriane felt his blood run cold as he looked down at Faquire below. He did know his work to be accurate, and if that was what they had used in the designing of this device, then there would indeed be no long-term damage done. But if they had made a mistake . . . . Eriane closed his eyes, unable to continue to watch, and prayed for God’s protection over Faquire. He told himself over and over again that he need not worry: that Faquire would be safe. But even this knowledge did not in any way help to assuage the guilt which he felt in knowing that he himself had helped to design this instrument of torture, now being used on Faquire.
At last, the machine stopped. Eriane opened his eyes. There were a full ten needles stuck into either side of Faquire’s foot. Faquire was breathing heavily, his fists still clenched, his face sweaty, but his expression was still defiant.
Eriane sighed. “Is it done?” he asked.
“Not yet,” answered Drayl.
Slowly the two walls of the device began moving together, forcing all twenty of the needles deeper at the same time. Faquire cried aloud with the pain and struggled against the bonds holding him.
“Stop!” cried Eriane. “Stop it!”
Drayl frowned at him for a moment disapprovingly, then pressed another key on the control panel to his right.
“Enough,” he said. “That is sufficient.”
The machine was stopped, and slowly the needles were removed.
“You may now attend to your compatriot,” said Drayl to Eriane. “I will want a full report. See to it that no lasting damage has been done. If it has, I want to know immediately. I will also want to know how long he can be expected to feel pain when using his foot, as well as how long you expect it to be before his foot has fully healed.”
Drayl had turned away even while he was yet speaking, and Eriane did not wait to reply. He rushed down to the back door of the room where Faquire was being brought out. This second room was a small waiting room of sorts, and the guards who now half-carried Faquire between them deposited him unceremoniously onto a chair as Eriane entered.
Seeing Eriane, Faquire leaned forward as if he would stand but was immediately pulled back again by the guards on either side. He looked ready to attack them again, but they were ready for this and held him firmly.
“Eriane!” exclaimed Faquire joyfully, still struggling a little with the guards but making no progress.
“Eriane!” exclaimed Faquire joyfully, still struggling a little with the guards but making no progress.
Eriane called for one of the medics to bring him the necessary implements to treat Faquire’s wounds, then knelt down in front of Faquire, taking the latter’s foot gently in his hands. Faquire cringed as Eriane handled his foot, but tried hard to hide it.
As he carefully continued his examination, trying hard to be as gentle as possible, Eriane could not keep the tears from starting in his own eyes.
“Oh, Faquire, I’m so sorry!” he exclaimed, looking up at Faquire at last. “Can you ever forgive me?”
“I would have chosen no other to treat any wound of mine,” said Faquire, still wincing a little from time to time as Eriane continued to examine his foot. “But I would not have thought that they would allow it.”
Faquire did not know, Eriane realized. Of course he did not. Why would he even imagine that Eriane, dedicated master of health and well-being, would have anything to do with the designing of a device whose only purpose was the infliction of maximum pain with minimal damage?
Eriane swallowed and continued to work. Faquire spoke to him eagerly as he worked, though he was obviously trying hard to keep the pain from affecting his voice. Eriane had to try equally hard to answer the questions without allowing his emotional pain to show through.
“How are you?” asked Faquire. “And how are the others? Are they well? And have you seen Creole or Christopher?”
“The others are all well,” replied Eriane, avoiding the first question and trying hard to keep his voice steady as he carefully cleaned Faquire’s foot of the blood that had flowed out of the many small punctures. “We meet together in the evenings, and they are all well. Until now, we have had no news of you or Creole or Christopher, so I don’t know how they are doing. We have all been very worried about you three.”
“I haven’t been allowed to see Creole or Christopher either, so I don’t know how they are. Probably no better than myself. But you are all able to meet together? Then Jaeger was right in that respect?”
“Yes, he was,” said Eriane. He paused before continuing. “Though we none of us have seen Djaisiuk. We don’t know what has happened to him.” Eriane then began to gently spread a clear gel over the foot that at once sealed the wounds and soothed the pain.
Faquire raised his eyebrows. “Djaisiuk?” he asked with a touch of concern. “None of you have seen him? But I thought that he had agreed to work for them as the rest of you did. You’re not a prisoner; can you not make inquiry?”
“Yes, we could, I suppose,” said Eriane, wanting to be careful of what he said regarding the boys’ discussion last night. The two guards seemed to be taking no notice of their conversation, but Eriane knew that they could hear every word. “I think that we’ve all just been hoping that we’ll see him eventually.”
Having finished the treatment, Eriane picked up a medical scanner and, feeling himself a worse traitor than any he had ever imagined, he began the scan of the foot to see that no long-lasting damage had been done. He could not keep the pain from showing in his expression as he carefully surveyed the internal damage that had been done.
Faquire frowned, not seeming to notice Eriane’s expression. “You’ve ‘just been hoping’?” he asked sharply. “Eriane, that doesn’t sound like you at all. Or even if it did, it certainly doesn’t sound like Jaeger or Wysire. Surely one of you can ask about him.”
“We will,” Eriane quickly assured him. “We will try to find out about him. But if he’s working for them as well, then surely he’s alright.”
Faquire continued to frown. “Eriane, what’s wrong with you?” he asked. “You’re not acting like yourself. Have they done something to you?”
Eriane bit his lip and didn’t answer. “I’m sure that everything will be alright,” he said at last as he finished the scan. “It’s just that . . . .” He trailed off, not knowing what to say.
As soon as the guards saw that Eriane had completed his scan, they pulled Faquire to his feet.
“Well, doctor?” asked Faquire with a lopsided grin, trying not to wince as he put pressure on his right foot. “Am I safe to walk?”
“I would advise against it, unless you are not walking far,” said Eriane, looking doubtfully at the guards. “It would be rather painful and may cause the wounds to take longer to heal.”
“That is of no consequence,” put in the less sympathetic guard (the one who had been kicked) as he pushed Faquire forward.
“It’s not too far for me,” said Faquire reassuringly to Eriane. “Don’t worry.”
The guards pushed Faquire on before them, obviously ready for trouble. Faquire still walked defiantly, but he could not hide a limp now. His back was to Eriane as they left the room, but Eriane knew that there must be tears in Faquire’s eyes as he fought with the pain of walking on his injured foot.
“Please be gentle with him,” Eriane called to the guards as they left the room. “He shouldn’t be allowed to walk far.”
Faquire looked over his shoulder at Eriane as they continued down the hall at a good pace. “It was good to see you,” he called. “Give the others my best!”
Eriane stood silently and helplessly, watching until they disappeared around a turn in the hall. He was furious in the knowledge that it was his research that had been used to accomplish this. This was what Faquire must have foreseen when he had said that the Vukasovians would surely find a way, if a way was to be found, to misuse even Eriane’s abilities. What would be next? What further atrocities might he be forced to commit, Eriane wondered, if he continued to simply “do as he was told”?
“There was no lasting damage, sir,” said Eriane coldly, as he gave his report to Drayl. “If he is given proper treatment, the wounds need not cause discomfort for more than a few days. Most of them should heal completely within two weeks, provided he is allowed time and peace for them to heal. Both the tibia and fibula received damage, and these will take longer to heal, but even those should be completely restored within a few weeks.”
“Very good,” said Drayl. He then smiled strangely at Eriane. “You are distraught, I know, at seeing your friend having to experience this.”
“Yes, I am upset, sir,” answered Eriane. “And I see no reason why I should not be so.”
“You are still young,” replied Drayl. “You have seen little of the real world. This little device was only a toy; it was nothing about which to be upset. One day, I will show you a real machine of torture, one of which any Vukasovian would be proud.”
“I am not Vukasovian!” snapped Eriane. “And I have no wish to see any machine of torture. Nor have I any wish to assist again in the designing of one!”
Drayl gave a soft chuckle. “Your skills there will not be needed for quite some time, I am sure. We have far more capable people than you for that. Your assistance in this case was invaluable, but only in this case. This is the first, and probably the last, machine that I have been asked to design where it was essential that the subject sustain no lasting damage from it. As I said, it was no more than a toy. A real machine, on the other hand, –”
“Please!” exclaimed Eriane. “I am a doctor! I find no joy in hearing of the sufferings of others. My pleasure is found in relieving pain, not in causing it.”
Again, Drayl only smiled strangely. “It will be interesting to see whether that changes in time,” he said.
That night, as has already been mentioned, Eriane did not join the others in the Detu section. He felt that he could not face them. The guilt that now plagued him was overwhelming. He felt that he had betrayed his friends, his race, and himself. His heart told him that Faquire would forgive him, but Eriane did not know whether he could ever forgive himself. He did not eat dinner at all that night, but went instead straight to his own room where he spent much time in prayer and tears.